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unstructured diary made by unstructured mind F**king tired recently... Now I'm just back from work and dying on my couch... endless case study...weekly reports...strategy presentations...bachelor dissertation...internship application, interviews...practice manager orientation...4 tests...preparing presentation for SIFE(Students in Free Enterprise) national competition, which I cant even explained by myself why am I doing it... got mentally torturing by Mr."the man from wetland" - stupid translation. I wanst only lost my passion but also the positive thinking way...What make me sad is not the loving part but more as a friend. Now I'm sitting on the sofa, seriouly thinking about what if this is gonna be my life? Few days ago, I was complaining that guys always being childish, they never know what they want, when they got a little stress, they just simply running away. My friend then ask me: so do u know what u want? I couldnt answer it. yes, what do I want? On one hand I want unlimited freedom... Got only too much plans for myself and only for me, cant really incl anyone else... but still I'm sick of playing around. all by myself, this is fine.. its just somehow got tired... got jealous by those who s having a easy life... Sometimes fate throws two lovers together, only to rip them apart... The big question mark?? actually I'm not wondering... u r too complicated just like me, I guess u wont understand urself either. (here normally u will tell me that I made grammar mistake, that I should use "too" instead of "either", but , NO! I insist, do I look like I care about grammar?)I just couldnt stop laughing when I thought of ur busy busy "projects" and what so ever.... Now I look at the T- shirt, with super big letter on it says: I DONT LOVE YOU!!! wake up girl~~ r u freaking losing ur mind? Mum told me that growing up is not about making the right decision, it's about knowing how to handling the decision we made... I dont know about that... But we do made the decision together.. so live with it please!!! Face the reality!! Where am I headed? No where in particular I guess. Then how am I suppose to know when I got there??? In two weeks, its got be nightmare again... but in 12 weeks, I will get rid of all these... Hallo to SA ;) TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://dianahu8745.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A9765B3A13A21BA6!3394.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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